Lots of things have happened since my last post. I feel that I've grown in a lot of ways. I realize now that people, even longtime friends you care about, will let you down. I've also learned that I've overreacted to some things in the past. I know I'm being vague here but I'm not quite ready to publicly talk about it. If you ask me privately I would probably share.
I think I've finally moved past the worst part of the grieving process for my brother. I was really hard on myself for a lot of things that I didn't do for him but I've finally accepted it. I still think about him a lot and I miss him. I know that he's in a better place. I also realize that it was God's plan, even if I can't understand it.
My office has moved from Park 10 to a place off Harwin and it's a pretty big change. The upside is there's a lot of great places to eat nearby, but the building and surrounding area is much worse. I'm still getting used to it but things seem to be improving.