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Thursday, November 30, 2017

Holiday blues

  Thought I would update with another post now. Took a personal day at work today. No reason in particular, I could've gone. But with my parents off camping in Galveston with Rusty, I have the house to myself and wanted a day for myself as well.

Slept close to 10 hours last night, and I still felt dead today. Took care of some errands around the house. It's beautiful weather outside so it was very enjoyable today.

I think part of the reason I slept so much is because I am feeling a little down and depressed. I just am beginning to hate myself again. Hate that I am single. Hate that I'm fat. And it sucks. I know what I need to do. Hot the gym and continue going out on weekends and finding social events but it's hard. Lots of times I just want stay home and be on my PC or watch TV. I know that God has a plan for me but I'm still trying to figure out what that is.

All these sexual harassment charges being brought up in the news is truly stunning. Seeing these famous people being fired is truly stunning. I guess people tend to abuse power. And it is truly discusting seeing what some of these men have been accused of doing. They thought themselves invincible but they were wrong.  The thought of these women having to carry this baggage for so long is terrible. I am hopeful for the future though. Now that so many women have come forward, it should let others know that it's ok to speak out. And hopefully that will bring about change in the workplace.

Take care everyone. 2017 is almost over. Christmas and a new fresh year are just around the corner.